Sunday, April 22, 2012

Mummy :)

Posted by Nicole Pang at 4/22/2012 10:53:00 PM 0 comments

Mummy, you are the sweetest person on Earth, I really really love you :)

Thanks for always being there for me and always making sure that I have the best living condition

Thanks for loving me more than i love myself

I LOVE YOU, VERY VERY MUCH <3



Monday, April 9, 2012

Posted by Nicole Pang at 4/09/2012 12:51:00 PM 0 comments
明日覆明日
明日何其多
我生待明日
万事成蹉跎

Sunday, April 8, 2012

Friends

Posted by Nicole Pang at 4/08/2012 12:33:00 AM 0 comments

Friends come and go

Growing up, I realised that true friends are hard to find.

However, you know some friends are always there, you don't have to see them everyday, but you know they will be there if you need them, and they will be willing to listen to all the bitter sweet of your life :)

And I am really really thankful for having friends like that.

I wish that these friendships can last forever, and I wish all is well for these friends!
<3

Can't wait for summer

Posted by Nicole Pang at 4/08/2012 12:21:00 AM 0 comments
I miss blogging

I miss having the interest to write down what's happening in my life

Like what my friend just told me, blogging can prevent you from forgetting what's really important in your life.

Well, I guess I should start blogging again after exams :)

Can't wait for summer, for exams to end, and then travel to Malta, and go back to home sweet home.

On the other hand, I am excited to start work, yet a little worried that I am turning to an adult, starting to earn my own living.

Ahh, complicated feelings >.< go back to studying!

Saturday, December 10, 2011

对辩论的感想

Posted by Nicole Pang at 12/10/2011 10:22:00 AM 0 comments

从中二开始就懵懵懂懂的参加辩论,说真的对辩论的感情很深很深,从传统式、到国会式、到大专辩论,对辩论的爱从未减少过,因为一直觉得辩论就是辩出真理、以口才说服他人,其实感觉很爽。

中学的时候,觉得一定要为校争光,不可以辜负那些挺我们的老师们。那时候辩论队甚至不被某些老师看好,最后我们却直闯全国赛,斗志力很强。那时候跟我一起辩论的几个小瓜 们,最好笑了,那时的辩论是很单纯很开心的,就真的是为了玩玩,为了为校争光而辩论。

上了大学,加辩论的原因其实很简单,就是真的很想念中学辩论的日子。那时候的Freshers’ Fair,看到CSSA的第一个问题就是:“你们有辩论队吗?”

开始接触大专辩论,从参赛者转到协助主办比赛的那一方,看到了辩论爱好者们在英国的努力,非常感动。参加世界大专辩论赛,打败强队,感觉有一点像在告诉全世界,英国辩论队也不是盖的!虽然那时比赛前一个小时胃痛被送进医院打针,但辩论队那时就四个人,我不去就直接被淘汰了,然后我就冲动地从医院跑出来,飞车去辩论。我也不知道我当时是哪来的勇气,可是就是觉得一定不可以辜负队友们的期望。他们远道而来,我怎么可以因为自己要他们和我一起被淘汰呢?然后我就直接冲出医院去辩论,辩论一完又直接跑回医院,幸好当时我们赢了,队友还说我病的时候辩得更好,因为没那么凶,呵呵!

到了大三,课业繁忙,其实真的想转为幕后了的,偶而当当评委、打表演赛,轻轻松松。但是,还是被学弟学妹们说服了,而且自己又心痒痒的,就去当当四辩。其实这场比赛压力很大,不可以让学弟学妹们失望,所以就很努力的准备。挺喜欢当四辩的,最后一个说话的人感觉影响很大。

辩完了之后其实觉得挺有胜面的,台下观众都觉得我们表现很好,甚至评委点评的时候都一直在称赞我们。连迟到只听见点评的同学都觉得好像我们赢了。

不过,输了还是输了,不管观众怎么认为我们应该赢,不管评委事后说觉得我们应该赢的,不管当时是多么的占优势,不管你当时做得多好,输了就是输了。

比赛就是这样,评委就好像神一样,决定着你的命运,掌握着你的未来。已经不是第一次有这样的遭遇,第一次努力接受、第二次哭不出来。。。这次我真的歇斯底里的哭了,不是因为输不起,而是对辩论感到失望。

辩论不是为了辩出真理吗?当评判这么偏袒的时候,理由根本说服不了人的时候,为什么我一定要接受呢?为什么一定要让人掌握着命运呢?我为什么要寻求您的认可呢?

有时候真的会质疑,我为什么辩论?辩了之后真理真的出来了吗?

 

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